I create another virtual character to talk to. And to be the one I used to be - outside, and the one I still am- inside. Thinking of when suicide can be justified and finding a lot of cases like that. Coffee only in order not to sleep and to lose the weight that makes me feel as if I were an elephant. I didn't mean to offend the animal. XDD ( Read more... )

My problem is not on the list even here... www.asoprs.org/i4a/pages/index.cfm
I feel this means there's no solution... No way out...